Christ...mas

I want to express with ya'll that I greatly dislike it when weather prevents planes from flying. Not only did my flight get cancelled into Spokane yesterday, but every flight from Portland, Seattle and Boise into Spokane got cancelled for Horizon Air. It was a stressful day. I was hoping that today I would get the chance to fly into Spokane and I could have but I wouldn't have been able to get back on Sunday because of flight loads and weather. I work Monday and would be f-i-r-e-d if I didn't show up for work. Not worth it to even try in that case. I called my mum and we cried together, not a great moment in my week. So basically I not only miss Christmas in my childhood home; I was already missing Christmas day because of work; but I don't get to see my brother who is flying in from New Orleans and I haven't seen him since early Aug. Mind you, I am used to not seeing him when he is away for school, but it's different this year because we have been talking about it for a long time and really miss each other. I have yet to spend a Christmas away from my family and home, so this is going to be a tough next couple weeks of work and life in general. I know that God is going to bless me in spite of the absence of my major loved ones. I just wish it would include them for Christmas day.

Good news though after Christmas my family is going to try and fly over to Portland and we will have our own Christmas day. And then two weeks later my best friend and I are going to try and go somewhere warm...just the two of us and spend some time relaxing! We have been talking about going somwhere for months and just haven't had the time or fundage to do so. But now that I am not going home and we haven't seen each other since September; not cool; we are going to make it happen finally. So that is something to look forward to, which is a nice change of pace because life has been super redundant and uneventful lately. Thats why I really haven't had much to say in the ways of funny or interesting or cheesy blogs. Man, I am depressing myself just writing this, Miss Pesimistic in the house tonight...sorry people. It just happens sometimes and isn't that what blogs are supposed to be about...venting every emotion we feel? Whatever blogs are for I am using it to express my emotions so I guess I shouldn't apologize because if you care you won't read this anymore, which I won't know either way...anywayyys...crazy me is going to go now before I start admitting to imaginary friends and such.


Merry Christ...mas to ya'll!